Then there’s Shauna – who, in spite of everything, has held on to her family, mostly by making them complicit in her actions. Shauna’s desperate attempts at a veneer of normalcy, this repression and annihilation of self (and what else has her friendship with Jackie been if not that), has always been shown to have a literal body count. Shauna is a wolf in sheep’s clothing, but the clothes have always fit poorly, and whenever she has tried to suppress her worst instincts, someone had to pay eventually (she started small with a backyard rabbit, and it’s been an escalation ever since). Her sharp teeth always come out eventually. It’s relatively harmless in this episode: she tries to self-discipline herself into being a better mother and wife, but the good intentions cannot outlast how boring and annoying the two jackass bros are that Jeff is having a career-defining dinner with. She dismantles them furiously and precisely (“Joel, you painful little boner. Do you really think that I give a shit what you think of me. I promise me, you absolutely do not exist, you fucking nothing.”) – a verbal kind of dissection, that only costs Jeff the chance of a lifetime, but nobody’s actual life. She was most herself at the end of It Girl, when she was endlessly entertained to see herself to perfectly mirrored in her daughter’s attack against her bullies.
Nat – now without an adult mirror, which makes her the most tragic among the girls because we already know how it ends – never managed to outrun what happened in the woods. She tries with drugs, but she always had the tether of Travis, that deliberate choice to not leave everything behind and start with someone who didn’t completely know her. Nat has assumed the responsibility of leadership but she doesn’t really want it (which is indeed as per Conclave a very good trait for any leader to have). She is inherently a protector – she is, for one, desperately protecting the secret that Ben is still alive, when she steers Misty away from one of his traps, who figures it out anyway. She doesn’t have Taissa’s keen sense of politics, that everything is important out there, because her focus is on the big picture of survival, not the minute details of dynamics within the group.
Misty, the other big focus in this episode, has changed the least. She doesn’t think she has to. For her, the time in the woods was the first time she felt connected, which makes it even more tragic that the viewers can see how much she was deluding herself about it. At most, the other girls occasionally entertain her to keep her away from them. They consider her an annoyance, and very much not part of the group (she is not part of the leadership group for one, in spite of her medical knowledge). Walter is the one who tries to tell her in the present time that this has always and will always be the case, but she is in no space to receive the message. She gets phone calls only when all other options run out and only when somebody needs something. Nobody checks in on her and her grief over Natalie’s death. It says something interesting about the dynamics of Yellowjackets that it is so impossible to trust Walter’s care – he is right about everything he says, but he is also a newcomer who is trying to isolate Misty from people that she considers her friends. He shows genuine care and consideration but it is impossible not to see all of his actions as suspect, as a part of a bigger plan. It’s the kind of inherent mistrust that ultimately got Adam killed, who turned out to be harmless, and at the same time, Adam’s harmlessness is exactly what makes Walter even more suspicious, because what are the odds of two interlopers being innocent bystanders.
I’ve been thinking a lot about Lottie, and how different young Lottie and older Lottie feel. Courtney Eaton’s is a lot less hardened, and yet her actions in this episode make her feel so much more terrifying than Simone Kessel has ever been in the role, almost as if the Lottie who has made a whole business out of essentially running a cult has become a cynic in the process. There is nothing disingenuous about young Lottie, who feels like it is of vital importance to know what the woods want but has lost her connection to them. She is using Travis in a terrible, scary way, giving him drugs, making him experience visions that he cannot deal with. In his final one, he prophesises that something is coming – ominous and mysterious, enough to fuel Lottie to ask more of him. She is pushing him, so much that Travis resorts to throwing Akilah under the bus (Akilah, who is kind and gentle, and finally caring for actual alive animals). He claims that It is now closer to her, which is why the animals trust her, but it is obvious that this is just a ploy so he can finally be free of the experiment. This Lottie is a true believer, whereas older Lottie always felt like a scam artist, an opportunist who used her experience in the woods to create a business model, with just enough genuine belief that she wasn’t easy to uncover. The older Lottie is dangerous because she has become more experienced at manipulating people not currently in a life and death situation, but it’s almost like her heart isn’t all the way in it anymore, or whatever she seeks from the process has been corrupted.
Lottie shows up at Shauna’s doorstep after being released from the psych hold for what happened at the end of last season – and it seems like her goal is specifically Callie, whose power she recognised when she met her the first time. Like with Travis, back in the day, she is looking for a conduit, and Callie’s curiosity about what happened in the wilderness is her way in. I’m not sure why Callie is so curious – it’s doesn’t seem like she would be particularly scandalised if she did know that the cannibalism rumours were true, and maybe it’s just a way for her to feel closer to her mother, to try and comprehend her more beyond the glimpses she has given her of her true nature. Shauna's ploy to get Misty in as a babysitter to keep the two apart goes horribly wrong in all kinds of ways – Misty realises she’s not there to hang out with her friend, that she is being once again used, Callie gives her allergy medicine to make her fall asleep, Lottie is all too eager to get her claws in her (when Jeff and Shauna return, Callie is literally braiding Lottie’s hair).
In a way, this whole episode is about dynamics of the past repeating in the presence – with Misty, who is never truly treated like a friend, with Van and Taissa falling back into old patterns, with Lottie returning to pursue her obsession with It at any cost. Teen Shauna – who starts the episode digging up the body of her baby, to rebury it in a private place far away from any Yellowjackets rituals – returns to the grave to grieve, only to find that someone else has put flowers there. It’s Melissa, who seems deeply fascinated by and drawn to Shauna. She sees Shauna’s resilience, but not her rage, her violence. She somehow disregards all of it, and even with a knife to her throat kisses her. And Shauna kisses her back, still with the knife at Melissa’s throat. What would it take for a person to be so obviously in grave danger, to be so clearly physically threatened, and to still desire and want in that way? When adult Shauna hears who picked up the phone at the restaurant, she is absolutely terrified. I think maybe Melissa had a glimpse of who she really was, without any masks on, and still wanted her, and what could be more terrifying than that? Worse, maybe Melissa made it out alive!
Random notes:
Mortimer IS a great name for a duck, but again, just happy for Akilah that it’s alive ducks and rabbits now, not dead mice.
Coach Ben eventually does get Mari out of the pit, after making her pop her own knee in (the time-honoured tradition of Yellowjackets body horror). He then ties her up and drags her back to his cave because she’s seen him, and he is trying to figure out what to do about that. She gets some cocoa and kindness, but Ben is off in the shadows having discussions with himself (I’m guessing he’s still seeing his boyfriend, his escape from last season). He also denies having even known that the cabin burned down.
I really like that Sarah Desjardins is getting more to do this season, and it just makes it clearer how good the casting progression from Sophie Nélisse to Melanie Lynskey to her is.
Lottie doesn’t outright lie to Callie, she’s just evasive, like she knows that Callie eventually has to find out the truth and embrace it.
The phone left for Shauna in the toilet cubicle rings with an ominous “Queen of Hearts” ringtone – the card is the one that designated the victim of the hunt, and the one that both Nat and Shauna have drawn in the past.
Shauna denying she’s the kind of person who would ask for a manager only to then having to resort to asking for a manager to get a description of who picked up the phone is perfect. She would ask for the manager! Callie is right! It was also great for Shauna, objectively the most dangerous person in the room, to say about Lottie that “I cannot in good conscience let this dangerous person stay with us.”
The interesting thing about Melissa is that she seems so normal, maybe because we don’t know her at all – it feels like it would take a particular kind of talent to have spent all that time in the wilderness and to not have stood out at all, to just have successfully kept out of all the drama. She could by anyone!
Misty telling Walter that he doesn’t know what friendship looks like – ironic. But also sad. Maybe a little kindness would go a long way with Misty, if it came from someone she wanted it from.
Taissa returns to the restaurant to pay the bill, but then realises that the waiter who was chasing them has died of a heart attack. She dashes again and ends up at a backyard church, where she burns a matchbox – none of which she tells Van, who spent that time at an emergency room to get her foot fixed. They begin the episode happy (having hooked up after their adventures, Van is doing solo karaoke and has never looked more like Liv Hewson’s Van), but it goes sideways when she steps on a glass on the ground. Also, something about their catchup after their daily chores tickled me – we know that Taissa is lying to Van by omission, but I also got the sense that Van was doing the same – and if she didn’t spend that time at the doctor’s, she could have been at the restaurant to leave the mysterious phone for Shauna…)