Summer’s (Kim Si-a, delivering a beautiful performance) father died a year ago and she enters her first year of high school carrying bits and pieces of him around, perhaps as an attempt to feel closer to him or to try and get closer to an ambiguous death that she herself can’t explain. Hit in the middle of the road while taking photographs, it was maybe not an accident, maybe suicide, and there is nothing that can give her clarity about it: her mother is in the depths of her own grief, still caring and loving, but unreachable at the same time as she is making her own way through her feelings about the death of her husband. She is in the process of packing up her dad’s office, framed photographs on the ground, detritus of him everywhere. Summer, carrying her father’s photobooks, notebooks and watch in her big red backpack, has stopped taking photos herself, which means that there is still an unfinished roll of film in her father’s old analogue Nikon: a perfect symbol for being in the middle of grief, arrested in a moment of time. Finishing the roll would mean developing it, and finding the last things her father cared about enough to take a photo of.
Summer’s Camera is a coming-of-age film that contains within itself the entire history of Summer’s first relationship, from beginning to end. It starts when the school’s adored soccer star Yeon-woo (Yu Ga-eun) accidentally kicks a ball towards her and Summer finds her so arresting that she feels compelled to photograph her. Later, she will describe the feeling as “hearing the shutter click”, a turn of phrase that her father used to describe the feeling of strong emotions in a moment that necessitate capturing it in a picture. Later on her best friend explains she has learned in physics class that moving faster than light slows turn time: but Summer has already figured out how to do that through the lens of her camera.
What makes Summer so compelling is her character is a level of self-certainty, in the midst of all the emotional turmoil of her loss and the things she later finds out about her father, that feels so unusual in a character so young. She has a crush, she pursues that crush. She comes out to her best friend and is supported – her friend isn’t surprised because she’s only ever been interested in photographing girls. None of the drama of the film comes from her not being accepted, or having to fight prejudice. Instead, Summer’s Camera is a film about navigating a relationship with another person who has a whole world of their own inside them, and what happens when their wants and ideas about the future don’t line up with your own: in the case of Yeon-woo, she is less dedicated to Summer than to soccer (it’s interesting how Summer’s passion for photography seems to line up with her relationship to Yeon-woo while Yeon-woo’s passion for soccer is in conflict with it). In the case of Summer’s dad, it’s a world of secrets she discovers once she does develop that final roll of film in the Nikon. What she finds is portrait photographs of a man she has never seen before, after a lifetime of believing her father didn’t take portraits. This stranger turns out to be her father’s lover who has been with him since high school – a man who only finds out about his death from his daughter, and has to work through his own grief while Summer relies on his advice as she navigates her first relationship. It’s tender and tragic to see these two characters, with all the complexities of emotions behind them, keep each other company: Summer the daughter of a man he loved (and very straightforward in her questions, desperate to understand her father better), he the secret that her father kept (and arrested in resentment, in pain), that her mother maybe knew about, but it’s impossible to ask her these questions. The film captures the almost untouchable nature of this man in Summer’s and Maru’s memories of him at different stages of his life: Summer remembers seeing him take photographs in the woods, always at a slight remove from his family, impossible to imagine, she explains to Yeon-woo at some point, as aging into being a grandparent, as if already arrested in time before his death.
It’s like Summer is assembling puzzle pieces to arrive at a more complete picture of her father after his death, coming to terms with the idea that he had a whole world inside of him that she didn’t have access to before: but the final puzzle piece is an affirmation of his love, when she finally goes through the final photos on the digital camera he used right before the accident. It’s a moment where she sees herself, photographed with the same love and devotion, asserting her own place in her father’s life, loved and cherished the way he showed his devotion.
2025, directed by Divine Sung, starring Kim Si-a, Yu Ga-eun, Kwak Min-gyu.
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I don’t think words can capture the sense memory of feeling of your beautiful fawn coat, petting you while you were snoring away, the little paw- and nose twitches while you were probably dreaming of catching pigeons. I wish you could have had ham and pork belly every day of your life, instead of having to scavenge them when you saw a second of opportunity. In your last days, you managed to repossess your vet’s lunch (home-made roasted chicken), because nobody could ever say no to that face. We spent your last hours recounting stories about you, mostly food-related crimes (sandwich-gate, rat-gate, and so many more), but all filled with amazement at your persistence, unwillingness to ever lose sight of your goals or give up, and the deep love we all have for you, which you always returned in spades. Rest easy now. I wish I could see you walk so so jauntily, tail swishing wildly, ears alert to every sound, one last time.
Sunday, 31 May 2026
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Thursday, 14 May 2026
Linda Linda Linda
What stands out to me the most about Nobuhiro Yamashita’s 2005 film Linda Linda Linda (inspiration for the riot grrrl band the Linda Lindas, the title taken from Japanese punk band The Blue Hearts’ song that the girls in the film are covering) is how joyful it is: it’s about four teenage girls who are learning to function as a band together in a short period of time, but there are no institutional obstacles in their way, no outside mocking or hatred for their enthusiasm or dedication. Instead, Yamashita focuses on their dynamics: if there is conflict, it comes from how the characters handle pressure and stress, from the difficulties of learning and getting used to new people and shifting into a functioning relationship with each other. It’s a film about shared passion and the magic of puzzle pieces fitting perfectly to form a picture, which captures the very essence of what it means to be a band that performs well together and manages to convey that enthusiasm to a rapt audience. This sets it apart from the film that it reminded me of, watching it for the first time more than 25 years after its release: Lukas Moodysson’s 2013 film Vi är bäst!, which captures the same love of music, but is about the outside obstacles in the way of its protagonists that are difficult to overcome.
At the beginning of the film, the success of the band is precariously balances. The original guitarist has injured her hand in a basketball game and the singer of the band has left alongside her because of conflicts within the band. The remaining three girls decide to press on without Moe (Shione Yukawa) and Rinko (Takayo Mimura), with Kei (Yû Kashii), the band’s keyboardist, learning how to play the guitar, and the recruitment of the first girl they set eyes on across the school yard as their new singer, who just happens to be Korean exchange student Son (Bae Doona, Sense8), who still struggles with her Japanese fluency and doesn’t really know what she’s agreeing to at first, but then embraces the challenge enthusiastically (the scenes of her practising by herself in a karaoke bar are some of the best of the film). It takes them a while to find their stride together, especially with Son changing up their dynamic, but the narrow time window to perfect the song they pick – the film pays close attention to how they go through old cassette tapes, reverently picking something that probably just predates their births forces them together in late-night sessions and shared attempts to gather the necessary resources.
I also really enjoyed how the film never depicts the other kids at school as mocking of their efforts. Instead, the boys around them – two of them clearly lovestruck, with differing levels of awkwardness – are supportive, a very cool classmate who is an accomplished musician herself compliments them on their choice and enthusiastically supports them, and at their final grand performance at the cultural festival, the crowd goes wild for them as all the pieces fit together perfectly in the moment.
2005, directed by Nobuhiro Yamashita, starring Bae Doona, Aki Maeda, Yû Kashii, Shiori Sekine, Takayo Mimura.


